Saturday, April 30, 2011

traditional night

Last night I was at the Stony Brook university student party: D It was fascinating for me because I have ever watched many Indian people together at board while they were performing their traditional dancing arts. I watched many performances that they present for them. I was a guest there, :D and they didn’t know this. There were many people especially girls had different beautiful traditional clothes. Also I worried how it could possible that everyone had worn different clothes. 

Friday, April 29, 2011

Magnificient Pi

What are these computers wrong? Is it possible? Can it compute sixty trillion parallel Pi process in a step? How about my child times? How about eight multi games Atari console? Did I born early?  I will have hated super computers by the time I get one of them. 
 By the way I couldn’t pass the road today. I couldn’t understand why it happened but happened. I went test with my friend and he couldn’t too. We came back home empty pocket and many ideas: D

Sunday, April 24, 2011

I want fly too!

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Mad Men are everywhere

I can say that I didn’t do anythings at my holiday. I have read something and I watched a few movies and TV series. The series was ‘’’’’Mad Men’’’’. I have finished season 1 and now I’m end of season 2. Sometimes some parts were too complicated but I watched non-stop. Another thing that made me cocky was I had victories 2 times consecutively at my home mate’s best game.  He was supposing that he was best player on the universe. According to his story he was playing this game for more than 4 years and I wouldn’t win the game by the time I prove him that he doesn’t know how to play :) despite of it was my first game. If he hadn’t been boasting about himself while I was installing the game to my computer, I wouldn’t have finished his work so mercilessly and his friends couldn’t have smiled too much to his situation. He humiliated himself about this game. He was boasting about his skills about this game to friends for many years but I haven’t known anything about these conversations.  
Hehe another thing, it is very weird.  I had designed new bracelet lock for my friend, he has jewelry store. My design had gone China nearly 2 months ago and 3 days ago our first prototype came and it was awesome :) it came with my friends rival companies label  /;O) the product was my design but logo and label were different :F 

Wednesday, April 20, 2011

I don't need mask

I need a medicine to learn words as quick as possible to pretend my mind.  I might try everything if I had a chance. I’m sure it is possible but where is it?  o0o  I have a idea now ( my coin might be square or have a parachute because I could realize now. )  I can ask someone that I know to get good solution as possible :) probably she will say me ‘‘you can drink memory tea.’’  I need to learn how I can learn more fast..

Monday, April 18, 2011

MeTa

I can say one thing that about my day was empty. I didn’t do anything until now. I found a book, Metamorphosis that we road at class its summary a few days ago. I found it randomly while I was searching to find something before going sleeping to make my end of day worthy.  I thought that I can read this book before shut down but I need something that it will give me energy or motivation to read it. I bought something to drink it while I read my book. It is 70 pages and I won’t sleep by the time I finish all book. I hope  ;))

Saturday, April 16, 2011

I like rainy days

I like rainy days. I can feel smells of plants. I can hear sounds of water drops. Last night I watched ‘The Lord of the Rings’ first movie. It was still fascinating for me. I watch extended version and it was nearly 3.45 hours. ;) I saw Arwen, my dreams presences. I had missed her. If I had started to watch second movie I might have cried. This night I will watch second movie.  It quite long movie and I will start to movie as soon as possible.  If I have a lightning for tonight I can feel myself lucky because natural effects make my movie more excited. 

Thursday, April 14, 2011

my day

If you can’t see me in the class tomorrow, probably I will be at hospital or clinicJ. I got a cold and my digestive system fell off.  Now I’m feeling healthy but I can’t move outside because off my stomach ache. Today was amusing for me because I had forgotten when I was sick last time. I ate pills that what I found :) thes pills remembered me my old high school days that I was pretending like sick to makes my family believed my fake illness. The pills were making me high fever and I was staying at home all day to play Atari. I had an Atari, Sega. It was awesome thing for me.  I think my father was realizing my tricks :) Sometimes my father was making me angry because he was a real monster. Actually he impaired my Atari while he was playing. Today I missed my computer. I would play computer game like old days but my regular lap top didn’t allow me to play Crysis warhead. I thought that if I wouldn’t play Crysis, the other games were meaningless and I decided to review my old levels vocabulary words. I had written all words, from books, work sheets, and daily exercises to make a repeat later. I realized that I can remember many of them but I can’t use effectively. This was my day. Now, I will be reading my book until I have sleep. I liked my new book even though it is old book, 1991. Also, today I checked new version of this book but I couldn't find it.

Tuesday, April 12, 2011

Spring time

          I can get cold. The weather is changing every day. I will wear my winter clothes to protect myself from unstable weather. This morning I was feeling very bad. I tried to go school and I wore my clothes but I changed my decision and I slept my daily clothes in my bed. J Now I have to go laundry to wash my things. This is my first spring at the U.S. Our springs were warm at my country but at N. Y. it sounds like chilly for me.
         I have to be careful for my health and you should do this.

Monday, April 11, 2011

Do you love animals? How much? HoWWWW?


 We are eating animals when we get hungry. We are wearing animals when we want to buy new something. We are using animals to put enjoy in our lives. We are locking up animals to sell their pictures for tourists. We are killing animals to live or make more money. We are stealing their Children to feed at our home. We are stealing their homes to live. We are killing them for fun. We are dressing these animal like humans. we are using seas like sewage recycling center................................

What is the main idea that we can do all of these acts or we can find this power to make it at ourselves? What are our differences? Are they just stuff or object for us? Who gave these live things’ controls to kill or steal their life to us? Do you want to watch that one cow eat your child in front of your eyes? ????????????????

According to biologists we are animal too like them. They can think or feel like us they know what does it mean sadness or happiness or worth of their children. These animals have families, children, homes or loves like us. ………………

            
            They are just miracle for us…
     Are you ****ohne intelligente*** or what ?

Sunday, April 10, 2011

i would not eat these tomatoes

I didn't get hungry today. I couldn't understand why it happened but i didn't eat anything. I ate only 2 apples and 1 banana to don't become weak situation, that's all. i was alone all day at home. every passing day i 'm getting more bored :)) i want to flee for my home at summer time but i don't know how it could be possible at my situation. i'm so confused nowadays. Spring is affecting me to run away. I like springs it makes everywhere enjoyable.

Monday, April 4, 2011

This life makes me angry

I know I will die. Everyday I'm learning something and this desire makes me more curious. I can't stop myself and I know each time I'm deceiving some pieces of my life because of this situation. Sort of all, real issue I missed my friends. :(((( I will visit my friends this summer. Some of my friend’s picture is here. I'm in afraid because I didn't see some of them for 3 years . I know they changed like me in a time. Some of them were married... I want to stop time. This life makes me angry every passing day more and more. What will earn after all of these efforts or sacrifices? 




Sunday, April 3, 2011

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